Sunday Thought Bites

 What you were told to believe about who was, is always changing. it is something that we have the most control over, i can keep changing every aspect of me and feel complete distance with what was. This is the state i find myself in. I look back every time and see how i have changed or maneourved myself to become something i would have never thought i was capable of becoming. I never thought i would be strong,wise and a foresee. I always saw myself who wasn't as smart and perhaps average. I am not sure that has changed drastically but what i have no remained is in doubt of myself. I believe in me so much so that i know i would accomplish anything i set my mind to. Its just in your head how people perceive you or they perceived you or how you perceive yourself its all interchangeable and extremely malleable. My personal self can siwm in directions i couldn't even phantom that were possible. I am capable of anything i see that i can accomplish and nobody who perhaps just like can tell me otherwise. They have been wired in the same way, same thoughts , humans all of us. How is it is that one knows more than the other ? Maybe that realm has been carved out yet, maybe it has been but the challenges have been different. No two journeys are the same. We are all people no one is smarter than the other , we perhaps could vary on the sieness quotient but you are not where you bud from , a part of it is but not wholesomely . Who are ever changing and you can alter yourself of what you thought you were yesterday as a different person the very next moment. There could be a relation between the two or none at all. We are all have various sides to ourselves which side do we use when and behave how is so varied, how can somebodies state of mind at that moment decide what i should feel. I could be in completely different tangent and have a complete divergent outreach from the other. There are no rules, except the rules that sets us different from animals to co-exist with other humans but apart from that there is nothing that is set in stone. You can do anything at any point of time provided you have time , space and the factors in between to facilitate the same. 

Today the Sunday, 1.10.2021 i ponder over how i should progress through the upcoming days , what sets me different and what doest set me different from the rest. What doesn't set me different is that we are all human and co-exist but apart from that there is nothing that puts you away from the human clan. With the group there can be various versions to what you can have within you but they are so ever-changing with no previous thought that could set the rules apart from the ones that every body else has been consistently doing but what if you don't do it that way what if your not taught to behave in any way and have everything else to do . These thoughts keep rushing in my head from time to time about how we stir through life and what is important and what isn't . Is there something i want to achieve at the end of my journey yes there is. Do i have to play by these rules that were set to me , ?No but can i change it in an instant? Perhaps not . Is there a way to move around it ? Offcourse that is when you add a little bit of oblivion+ faith + the thought to gain fruit while still being in human frameworks. Playing by the rules of the human games to achieve what you still don't know what is in store. Who can decide what is to come ? How can you be so sure? You cannot so what can you do best? Adapt,move maneuovre .