When the going gets rough

The going has got tough. The days are bright , the lights are beautiful with that stunning source of light looking at you and all i can see is you, Next to me looking at me with that gaze that i cannot take my eyes away from. The gaze that knows its me or nothing. Its been a while since i saw that gaze stare at me and get closer.
This is a battle that we are fighting. I dont know where i belong but i know that i am going to make the impossible , possible . We are going to be together and gaze at each other like we did again. We are going to see magic. We are going to win this battle. Its a bad bad world but we got only one and it is going to be right with you by my side. I will have everything i want with you holding my hand. It pains me everyday to fight the days.
I knew life is rough but this time i asked for it and i am going to fight.
I have the strength and the will in me to carry on. I will carry on and so will you. We are going to be together again.
I am sick of being taken for naive , i am done. This world is fucking hell.
I will not indulge myself in the making of this. I am ambitious in love , to win and at war. I am at war right now with myself and with everyone around me
I want to smile my way to these days to only think of them later as my passage to the other side of success.
We are going to be there love. Dont you worry.
Quote of the night- Bob Marley Quote: “You never know how strong you are, until being ...

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