Hurting
Long-Distance Relationship and to add to the mix black swan events like the Corona don't help. There is so much that i miss about him that it pains me that to add to the mixed bag there is also Corona, like wow. I miss everything about us together, our magic as we called it. It is beautiful around him and us in complete solitude. I would trade some couples who are dreading being together during this corona time to have me in that situation instead. Being an Indian wanting to conquer the world makes shit just worse. Not only am i Indian in another country at this time also my own country has banned me from returning. talk about how shitty this situation is. Nevertheless, today was Day 4 of being home but honestly, i went out twice, once for the beautiful run and meditation and the second to get a cappuccino outside because i was sick of getting the coffee at home.
The clear skies tonight reminded me of our night at the beach where we just sat looking at the moon meet the water at the end of the horizon me just in his arms. I have never in my life felt this connected with such solitude, I am insanely connected to him on levels i can barely describe. I am here strong but stronger with him. All i know is that this pain is not going to be for nothing. We deserve more after having found each other and in the manner we did and the memories we made. Either this is a way to get us to get stronger or it is some other shit sorcery. Everything about us has been nothing short of magical or however it feels to have two souls connected. Long-distance where all you want to do is have your soulmate with you. When you have truly experienced the magic elsewhere, Not having him now with you now seems a wrong play of cards. I am going to do everything in my will to get us what we deserve and that is to be together again.
Even in this long distance i feel like he is in front of me when we speak over the screen and that is insane because that puts my mind in a split. I am here talking to him but after he cuts he isn't there anymore.
The clear skies tonight reminded me of our night at the beach where we just sat looking at the moon meet the water at the end of the horizon me just in his arms. I have never in my life felt this connected with such solitude, I am insanely connected to him on levels i can barely describe. I am here strong but stronger with him. All i know is that this pain is not going to be for nothing. We deserve more after having found each other and in the manner we did and the memories we made. Either this is a way to get us to get stronger or it is some other shit sorcery. Everything about us has been nothing short of magical or however it feels to have two souls connected. Long-distance where all you want to do is have your soulmate with you. When you have truly experienced the magic elsewhere, Not having him now with you now seems a wrong play of cards. I am going to do everything in my will to get us what we deserve and that is to be together again.
Even in this long distance i feel like he is in front of me when we speak over the screen and that is insane because that puts my mind in a split. I am here talking to him but after he cuts he isn't there anymore.
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