Monday Thoughts

 The struggles to carry on are evident, It is 2.15.2021 Monday and every moment i am questioning myself and wondering how to modulate to co-exist with people who are perhaps questioning me so basically i am cross-questioning myself and making things more complicate. Rather than just focussing on convincing them i am also having to convince them of what i have which is complicated in a space that there is already un-familiarity which confuses things.

I got a strong will to survive but what will it take me to be convinced of myself and focus on the showcasing myself to them

What am i trying to showcase to them? 

-I am trying to showcase to them that by having me on board they are going to benefit greatly and things are going to be in the right way after that. How? I not only have the practical abilities but also the softer abilities to achieve what i am set out to do,

Specifically talking 

- its all the thinking behind the spaces which are going to have to be re-thought to people who are deprived of sitting at home and looking to engage in social interactions. To cater to multiple spaces such as Retail, gastronomy, workspaces, homes, condos, bars, restaurants, hotel getaways and spas. The ones who already have excess money need places to get away and to put their money on so they can make that escape because they not only can afford it but they earned it the hard way BUT there will also be the kind of people who want to sit at home and maybe have become so comfortable sitting at home that there that you truly need strong reasons to get them out of their comfort zones which they have now created in their lavish homes. 

They need triggers to step out once things are ready. 

I am a thinker , manager and doer. I see myself as somebody who views things from perspectives that are not usually thought about. I do not fear questioning the authorities and asking why? how ? what? 

There has to be enough in it for me too. The idea is to not perceive things in a one-dimensional perspective and to give it a round perspective without threatening the other person and being inviting

What is that brings another person to be invited in what i have

- humility to admit that i am at their service the idea of submissive characters are what gets somebody to give work to somebody.WOuld i give my work to somebody who always cross-questions me or submissively tells me what is the right thing to do or just agrees. I would say that the submissive/neutral suggestion is the one that gets the thought across not the one where you are strongly voicing your opinion without considering the whole thoughts behind the others.

As a woman playing by the narrative of nice and likeable to getting your point across in that medium and sticking to purposeful outputs. The one with the most purpose wins because when i have a purpose i am adding some other entity to the mix without even saying so. So it plays by the narrative of going to chase something with that purpose in the background not to appear too strong but not too submissive as that is a total turn off for most.

The idea of always thinking from another person's perspective but adding yours to the mix for something of a higher purpose. 

Designing for users, to understand them better is an example of how that could be put across.

Spaces are what we Inhabitat on a continuous basis and of great importance but why am i the right person to be speaking to? 

Because i see through the problems of the space that the users face while interacting with space is what differentiates me.BUT somebody else can think in the same way as well.

so why me? I have additional ways to produce the outputs that could reflect the same but moreover , there is nobody who can more value than me.