I See Fire Too

I have mixed feelings about this day. Well, it began as a Lazy Saturday with just coffee and my favorite shokomuffin and just a chat with him over the video. As the day proceeded and i decided to take my shower, something nice happened in the shower, yea just like how everyone says ideas spring onto you in the shower. Yes, they did and i just started humming something that felt like i had my song. Well and proceeded me to a sing a song, not the one i originally began humming in the shower, which is a work in progress but i just felt another song expressed my state of mind much better. I See Fire by Ed Sheeran just explain our turmoil in almost a negative light but it just felt that way. I see fire and we may burn but we need to swallow this bitter pill and be hopeful for the light at the end of this tunnel. We shall experience the silence after this storm but we will recover that is inevitable.The whole corona has taken the world like a stir and as did it my mind as well. The evening was silent and eerie on the streets, especially with nobody on the street it felt strange just like i was the only one like in the movie starring Will Smith, The Legend i suppose. Eitherway, my trip back home just felt the same, i guess i have been living the quarantine life here. It doesn't matter, I'm just going to go on. The movie that i saw tonight, Jobs based on Steve Jobs and the movie last night Steve Madden, has stirred the whole idea that things are always better another day if they feel shit today. So i am hopeful for a better day for me, him and the world. I want to be successful in living this life like it meant to be lived not just a pass by. It should mean and evolve me every single day. I am evolving everyday and i want him by my side present physically.

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