The Summer is here but the vibe isnt. Its 10 pm here and the sky is still blue but the feeling isnt. The breeze mildly warm brushing against me is here but the feeling isnt. How is that so much has happened but i feel like what we experienced went away just like that , like a blaze and what is left of it is just the rest. This hasnt gone as planned and it keeps feeling stranger than before. I wish i could change this feeling and make things like they are supposed to be felt. 'I want to get rid of the negativity that surrounds me, The world is hurt and so are the people and whatever it is that comes to life feels like it isnt part of it. I feel distanced , angry and unhappy at how as humanity we are evolving. I would say the least is we arent evolving. We are just existing and doing nothing about the rest.
Corona Corona
So shit has gone south ever since, I have been at home not moved out in 4 days, maybe only to probably get some grocery where i strangely found the aisles of the pasta, toilet paper and broccoli section empty. I wonder what is going on in the world, it's crazy out there. Here in Dusseldorf, nobody gives a damn on the street though. Everyone seems to be doing pretty great without gloves and masks. I woke up today well pretty pumped, after a great session of Surya namaskar and meditation i decided to get to work on my shit. It worked till a point. Then shit went haywire after the bright lovely day outside made me feel like i should just be outside, Nevertheless, i didn't go out, I have been home all day. It's so weird its never been this way in like never. I did cook a lovely meal today for myself and multiple intermitted tea sessions is how i would sum my day. Along with which i watched Taylor Swift's movie Americana where she speaks so highly about being a strong women...
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