everydaywithri

The weather is certainly fluctuating here as well as all over the world. Not just the weather but everything else as well. We are all uncertain about everything. Its raining outside and ive had a nice morning with my coffee , yoga & meditation routine also a lovely breakfast of bacon and white egg. Pia and me decided to meet nachmittag for kaffee at Flingern Nord. I headed out to get some prints before i leave to meet pia & miri. I bummed into a cool guy at the print shop and he happened to be very nice and helped me out with my prints that left me with a smile on my face after whiich i left my documents at home and left in this gloomy weather and i reached hauptbanof after which i got  alost a little taking the wrong tram from which i recovered and headed to the kaffee. We all met at a sweet coffee shop where they were about to shut at 6pm. psst Dusseldorf and the kaffee shops. After which we moved over to another sweet tee & kuchen place where we indulged in tee &...

The Summer is here but the vibe isnt. Its 10 pm here and the sky is still blue but the feeling isnt. The breeze mildly warm brushing against me is here but the feeling isnt. How is that so much has happened but i feel like what we experienced went away just like that , like a blaze and what is left of it is just the rest. This hasnt gone as planned and it keeps feeling stranger than before. I wish i could change this feeling and  make things like they are supposed to be felt. 'I want to get rid of the negativity that surrounds me, The world is hurt and so are the people and whatever it is that comes to life feels like it isnt part of it. I feel distanced , angry and unhappy at how as humanity we are evolving. I would say the least is we arent evolving. We are just existing and doing nothing about the rest.

The going has got tough. The days are bright , the lights are beautiful with that stunning source of light looking at you and all i can see is you, Next to me looking at me with that gaze that i cannot take my eyes away from. The gaze that knows its me or nothing. Its been a while since i saw that gaze stare at me and get closer. This is a battle that we are fighting. I dont know where i belong but i know that i am going to make the impossible , possible . We are going to be together and gaze at each other like we did again. We are going to see magic. We are going to win this battle. Its a bad bad world but we got only one and it is going to be right with you by my side. I will have everything i want with you holding my hand. It pains me everyday to fight the days. I knew life is rough but this time i asked for it and i am going to fight. I have the strength and the will in me to carry on. I will carry on and so will you. We are going to be together again. I am sick of being taken ...